I GUESS BY ASKING FOR PRAYERS I WAS SOMEHOW WRONG!

I AM THE ONE WHO A FEW DAYS AGO ASKED FOR PRAYERS ON THE TWO ROLLS OF 1987 SILVER EAGLES, TO GRADE OUT WELL. I AM DISABLED AND STRUGGLE WITH MY FINANCES FROM WEEK TO WEEK AND THOUGHT THAT MAYBE A FEW MEMBERS WOULD PRAY THAT GOD WOULD BLESS MY FAMILY AND MYSELF.

I RECEIVED A NASTY RESPONSE FROM A MEMBER, I WON'T NAME ANY NAMES BUT BY READING A FEW OF THE PREVIOUS JOURNALS I AM SURE YOU COULD FIGURE IT OUT. THIS MEMBER SAID HE WOULD "PRAY THAT I LOST MY ON THIS VENTURE" HE ALSO SAID HE WOULD "PRAY FOR ME TO RECIVE ALL MS69'S" AND THEN WENT ON TO SAY WE SHOULD BE PRAYING FOR HIM DUE TO HIS TERMINAL CANCER INSTEAD OF PRAYING FOR A FINANCIAL BLESSING FOR ME. I DO FEEL SORRY FOR HIS SITUATION, BUT DISAGREE WITH THE FACT THAT HIS NEEDS ARE MORE IMORTANT THAN MINE, THEY SHOULD AT LEAST BE ON THE SAME LEVEL. I AM NOT SAYING I AM IN A WORSE SITUATION THAN HE IS. I HAVE 4 CHILDREN, MY WIFE AND MYSELF, I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO WORK IN THE LAST THREE YEARS(DECEMBER 15, 2006 WAS THE LAST DAY I WAS ABLE TO WORK). I HAVE HAD A MAJOR BACK SURGERY THAT HAS LEFT ME WORSE OFF THAN PRIOR TO THE SURGERY, I NOW HAVE A NUMB LEG THAT DOESN'T WORK LIKE IT SHOULD AND AM UNABLE TO WORK AND HAVE BEEN TOTALLY DENIED FOR SOCIAL SECURITY. I AM IN FINANCIAL TROUBLE, CLOSE TO LOSING MY HOUSE, UTILITIES WERE SHUT OFF TWO WEEKS AGO, HAD TO ROB PETER TO PAY PAUL TO GET THEM BACK ON. A STACK OF BILLS THAT DESPERATELY NEED TO BE PAID, BUT HE OBVIOUSLY NEEDS OUR PRAYERS MORE THAN I, SO I HAVE SINCE THEN REMOVED MY JOURNAL SO I DIDN'T TROUBLE ANY OF YOU ALL, AND WE CAN FOCUS ON HIS NEEDS. I HAVE PRAYED TWICE FOR HIM SINCE I RECEIVED HIS REPLY. EVEN THOUGH HE TRASHED ME PRETTY GOOD, THAT IS A LESSION ON BEING A CHRISTIAN!! THE BIBLE SAYS TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK, SO I HAVE.

I AM NOT TRYING TO DEFEND MYSELF, MORE LIKE TRYING TO EXPLAIN MY REASON FOR THE PRAYER REQUESTS, I DO APPOLOGIZE FOR TROUBLING THOSE WHOM I HAVE OFFENDED, PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! I SIMPLY NEED HELP, I AM IN OVER MY HEAD, AND THOUGHT BY TAKING A CHANCE ON SOME COINS THAT COULD SAVE ME, I AM NOT ASKING FOR 40 MS70'S, I WOULD JUST LIKE TO HAVE TWO, ONE TO BAIL ME OUT NOW AND ONE TO HELP MY FAMILY IN THE FUTURE. I WOULD LOVE TO GET A RETURN OF 40, WOULDN'T WE ALL?! BUT, I ONLY ASKED FOR TWO. HE IS RIGHT IN SAYING I WANT TO MAKE A PROFIT, WE ALL DO, WE COLLECT FOR THE ENJOYMENT, BUT UTIMATELY WE DO IT FOR THE FUTURE PROFITS TOO!

RARE SOV-I PERSONALLY WANT TO APPOLOGIZE TO YOU, I MUST HAVE MISTAKINGLY SENT A REPLY TO YOU THAT WAS MEANT FOR THE OTHER PERSON IN QUESTION. I WAS GOING TO TRY TO EXPLAIN THIS TO YOU BUT YOU PREMATURELY BLOCKED ME BEFORE I HAD THE CHANCE. IF YOU STILL WANT TO BLOCK ME I DO UNDERSTAND, BUT IT WAS A MISTAKE ON MY PART AND FOR THAT I AM SORRY, I ASK THAT YOU TOO FORGIVE ME.

I WOULD LOVE TO CUT/COPY/PASTE THE REPLY FROM THE MEMBER WHO MUST HAVE BEEN OFFENDED BY MY REQUEST, TO SHOW THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO SEE WHAT HE SAID, BUT I AM GOING TO REFRAIN FROM DOING THIS TO SAVE HIM THE EMBARRASMENT AND MESSAGES THAT I KNOW A FEW OF YOU WOULD WRITE IN DISGUST OF HIS OUTRIGHT HATRED TOWARD ME. BUT AS I SAID BEFORE I WILL TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND GO ON, AND WILL MAKE MY PRAYERS MYSELF.

TO THOSE OF YOU WHO DID PRAY FOR ME, THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND SOUL. I ONLY WISH I KNEW WHO YOU ARE SO I COULD THANK YOU PERSONALLY. THANKS AND MAY GOS BLESS YOU!

I WILL END THIS JOURNAL FOR NOW, AND RESPECTFULLY REQUEST THAT FIRST THIS SUBJECT JUST BE DROPPED, SECONDLY IF YOU HAVE ANY HATRED, OR NEGATIVE COMMENTS TO MAKE ABOUT MY PREVIOUS MISTAKE OR THIS JOURNAL, TO ASK FOR YOUR PRAYERS TO JUST PLEASE KEEP THEM TO YOURSELF. AND YOU ALL HAVE MY WORD THAT I WILL NOT ASK ANYTHING OF THIS SOCIETY EVER AGAIN.

BEST OF LUCK TO YOU WHO WANT A GOOD RETURN, WEATHER IT IS FOR PROFIT OR TO IMPROVE YOUR REGISTRY SET, AND MAY "GOD" SMILE UPON YOU EVERY SECOND OF EACH AND EVERY DAY.

AND TO YOU, UNNAMED PERSON, I HOPE YOU ARE HEALED OF YOUR CANCER, AND LIVE A VERY LONG AND PROSPEROUS LIFE, I WILL CONTINUE TO KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS AND HOPE THAT YOU GET SAVED, IF YOUR NOT ALREADY, AND COME TO KNOW AND LOVE "GOD" AS I DO.

THANKS FOR YOUR TIME, AND REMEMBER "WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE". HAVE A GREAT EVENING-WEEK-MONTH-YEAR-& LIFE!!